Brothers all, visitors, friendly…
The Scripture compares several times our bodies to mud glasses. There is a very well-known appointment. In the book of Isaiah it is mentioned:
Perhaps the work will say of its hacedor: “It did not do to me�? It will say the container of it has formed which it: “It does not understand�? Isaiah 29:16
Beautiful text, among others, that not much more remembers the immense arrogance that sometimes obstructs when trying to us something to us being like we are, from an illustrative point of view and a point of view to scientist who the mud. All the value that we have is what Yahweh, our God can put ours inside. The value of the physical and chemical components of a human being is not far beyond the one of a clay stock market certainly. And we are nevertheless enormously valuable for our God to the point that had an Earth son, like us to redeem to us.
Some events have made recent me meditate nevertheless in humility due not to the material value that we have really is not much, but to the immense fragility that we have like humans: the fragility of the cooked mud that bankruptcy to the smaller blow, broke to pieces or is not diluted with the passage of the water.
A few months ago comenzé with some problems of health of unknown origin that literally modified my life anormalizaron, it broke, it. Dolores in the belly, a sensation of constant indigestión that permitia not to eat to me but that a few mouthfuls, impossibility to sleep normally. in aim. My life changed. My humor changed. It felt to me angry with each person who crossed itself to me I irrationally only believe that because she felt to me annoying. Every day was but difficult to smile.
After several days without sleeping, eating, with pains. it was difficult to smile.
I got myself to anger at some time with my own Creator. I felt that it had left to me. Really my pain was much.
But the difficult thing was about to arrive… those symptoms got worse and my belly began to swell itself even more, and my legs. The first diagnosis that habia received was “possible dispepsia functional�, other doctors thought that he could be “internal irritable�. He did not have idea to have nothing put in risk my life. and even so my life was really lamentable. The second time that I went into, of a little while to the other the doctors they had new elements that clarified the panorama and they gave to the diagnosis this time me clearly identified: cardiac insufficiency.
When they mentioned my heart, when they mentioned that they would do the possible thing to stabilize to me, when the vulnerable and fragile being but of the universe mentioned so many things suddenly… me senti. My existence, in case I creia something, dependia of which a small piece of great meat but that my fist worked, and could stop doing it. It takes brings back to consciousness of the complicated mechanism that was: of perfectly designed that we are. And at the same time of the fragility of my condition.
I cried… I felt distressed. But at the same time that sensation of which every moment could be the last one caused that it made the decision to call to all the beings who I suspected that they wanted of a way or another one to me. In order to see them, to kiss them, to embrace them. Many it doubted that they came, others doubted to find them. But of grace of Yahweh they were in favor ALL there and but that ALL. Relatives who towards much not veia, others with which he did not understand to me and very special people that he had not valued in all their magnitude. All the important one then, at every moment that could be the last era to assure to me that it went to me loved and loving. That text of Corintios that I mentioned in a previous article of which “if master nothing I am not� it returned a concrete reality.
I was committed one week and the annoying symptoms, the pain, the swelling, everything were disappearing. I could eat normally, they could stabilize to me and by the grace of God they gave to the discharge and sali me of the hospital. But I did not leave being the same person. I left feeling, that had one second opportunity for always, but did not have a daily opportunity to show love. to look for God while it can be econtrado. I realized that perhaps of all the questions that to me my judge does, the Mesias in its court, the one whom but I fear is “You loved the sufficient thing? �…. It asked to me… and if I cannot respond IF totally convinced to that question, like I will be able to watch King to the face, to Him exactly that it died by love, that lived by love and revived by love?
This experience has changed to me brother for always. It has focused to me in but the important thing: in the essence of the law and the prophets and the gospel: the love.
I thank to Yahweh publicly, God of Israel to have granted the grace to me to live a day but every day lives that it. And by to have cleared all that one suffering and to allow today the power to take a normal life me, that it will be the time that determines then today I understand my fragility and whatever we depend on Its Will. I give thanks to Jesus, the Mesias, the human son of God to have given the opportunity to me of a new abundant life and with hope. I give thanks to all the people who prayed by my during the internment, to the relatives who took care of to me, to the brothers that wrote to me, that Yahweh blesses to all of them. If some desire that never rose to me that God does not take to him into account and that the salary raised to me has been for glory of God. For signal that it does not abandon to those who adore to him, Thanks Sir!
JeremÃas 29:11 - 13 (New Version the International)
The 11 Because I know very well plans that I have for you - affirm the Gentleman, plans of well-being and not of calamity, in order to give to them to a future and one Then esperanza.12 you will invoke to me, and will come to beg to me, and I them escucharé.13 will look for to Me and they will find me, when they look for of everything *corazón to me.
Shalom!
