Brothers, brothers, friendly and friendly. visitors, peculiar.
That many get by acà to read my artìculos that they do not try to be but that one explicaciòn of montòn of truths that are not mine, but I discovered in the Word of God, the Bible with the aid of many brother patients. Many that knows me know that the ùltimos months have not been fà ciles for my: about three months ago it came suffering unbearable pains and annoyances: you feel nauseous, insomnia, an abdominal distención that I get to cause that they left striae like a a pregnant woman, lack of breathing. in aim a true suplicio during which he was not nothing fà cil to maintain the faith.
In fact, as I have done it in deprived I publicly request PARDON to God by but of a little while in which it angers and pensè to me� why it passes this to me�. To many brothers also in the bad humor invaded that me in that one state to be without sleeping, without eating, swollen, without being able to breathe it speaks to them bad. and also to them I apologize publishes privately and.
Three months badly diagnosed. one week peritonitis, another week ulcer, or functional ulcer, gastritis, dispepsia. finally I arrived not to be able to walk. I went to the hospital and they diagnosed to me finally what today sè that I have: a cardiac insufficiency, due to an expanded cardiopathy.
When they notified to me, I put myself to cry. It could not imagine me that with 35 years it could have a problem to the heart and except one mortal. Less still, at the moment at which they find it me. there were characteristics, elements of the final stage of this disease: edemas soft in all the body, damage in other òrganos like the liver, and a fraction of the lowest ejection of 20 percent (the normal one is of 55 to 60 percent) which means that my heart only sent body less than half of I oxygenate necessary… that damaged my other bodies.
They spoke to me of transplants, committed to me. everything seemed a nightmare but soon La Paz of God arrived heart. It served me to the occasion to call to all relatives: make the peace with all, friendly, enemy, familiar, I saw people who towards much not veia. All were there, to visit to me and many tambièn were eeted again among them.
Miraculously, another word does not exist. what was a final stage in a few days happened to which today that a 1 that is compensated and stable phase is called STAGE. There are four STAGES in this disease: I happened of the quarter to first in a few days with the attendance of the doctors but impossible that the aid of God did not have much to do. In one week they discharged from the hospital to me.
But it returns to a different life. it would have to take five medecines by the rest from my life. If or if. It could not forget them nor a day. Every day to the same hour would have to weigh to me and to call to the doctor if it noticed differences of 1 kilo due to the retention of liquids. To measure my arterial pressure at different moments from the day (it buys an apparatus). And to visit the followed cardiologist.
I had to do but studies to me. still I have left some by delantes. Some inoffensive ones, other a little annoying and still atemorizantes and invasive others like the cataterismo that I am hoping to make me in a pair of weeks to discard the possibility of a coronary obstruction or in case of finding it to try abrir it.
The diet: without salt. but podia to eat with pleasing everything almost. It even grazes, bread, meat. But without salt. Soon it put me to the Gentleman in the heart that took the OFFENSIVE in the diet and after to study many foods and their properties regarding the heart, and after TO CONSULT IT WITH MY CARDIOLOGISTS comenzé a diet that I call PROCARDIACA where the majority than as she favors to the heart for one or the other reason.
Rich crude vitamin fruits and vegetables C that favor oxygenation and fortify the immunological system which are important since those that we suffer IC we have but facility in becoming ill to us and but difficulty in curing to us. A rich diet in blue fish that contains OMEGA 3 that is a reducer of the bad cholesterol and is the one that is called good cholesterol, onion that is excellent for the circulation and a natural diuretico, garlic that regulates the pressure, and everything what has vitamin and that regenerates the heart. Whichever delicious things created God and that furthermore can cure to us. if only hicieramos a little case and usaramos the common sense!
The wisdom of the designs of God, natural, crude products and without processing saw days ago in that I fished an influenza that is whipping my country. The majority of the people who I know, being healthy, had an average of 4 days of bed. Only tosà I one night and one morning of rest, and not even got to make fever. That only a month after beginning a healthy diet.
I healthily reasoned that if comieramos all the life perhaps iriamos very enormously less to the doctor and viviriamos much more.
Today I am here brother, with this thorn in the meat but sintiendome well. Enjoying the life, and valuing every day. I know that I am part of statistical atemorizantes that speak from which few arrive at old with this problem. Few spend the 10 years.
But blessed it is the name of Yahweh, because with cardiopathy or without her I will live 1, 10, the 100 or years that decides I must live. There is no health that it prevents that one dies if is will of Yahweh nor disease that prevents that one alive one if it is will of Yahweh. Asñi that blessed is their name: after all this part with this ill body it is only short a first time of an eternal party that we will play when the Mesias comes to govern the Earth, the human son of God, Jesus, and our human bodies are glorified like the one of him so that no longer they become ill nor they die. If I see that day, verè. if I before sleep descansarè until to my it wakes up me king to his arrival and habra be like abrir and closing of eyes.
Of all brother ways this disease faced own vulnerability to me. Me it has made humble but before God: the knowledge that every day can be the last one was something that it did not know absolutely clearly. Today that reality is but concrete and then I only can be given to Êl, recognize that vulnerable and fragile I am and try following the example of its human Son to live under the law of the love. Love to God and pròjimo.
I give thanks to that they prayed by my. I ask to which has not done it, does that it. that by my they pray. It would want a miracle, not only for my but for testimony to all: doctors, people, relatives. I have already seen several in this month. But the great miracle but is not visible: and it is the change that I have experienced inside mine taking brings back to consciousness of my own mortality. Something that sometimes we forgot brothers: we forgot our mortality. Of which we are only dust and with which only the knowledge of our origins and destiny into the hands of God can equip with sense our lives.
Blessed it is the name of God and estarè with you all along who allow it. As Pablo said, paraphrasing to Pablo, although for my he would perhaps be better to sleep me thus to be on the awares and to already wake up awhile to me with Jesus in its kingdom I but at this time would want to have left to know them but, to love them but and to be able to help them in which she can.
Amen
Shalom, Baruj ties Hashem
Apolos
